well it's love.
make it hurt.

i deserve it.

i can't even begin to explain how empty i feel.

[

Feelin'

|

empty

]

"well as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs
and sit alone and wonder
how you're making out..
and as for me,
i wish that i was anywhere,
with anyone,
making out."
- dashboard confessionals

i just.. i feel so alone.

i haven't felt like this in such a long time.

i get dizzy with this emptyness. it just starts creeping in, unexpectedly. just like that. out of nowhere.
i sit in class and it starts nesting itself into my stomach. and i go deaf. i can't focus on anything anybody is saying.
the time starts to crawl and i just sit there, numb.. until it feels like i can breathe again.

i wish it would just leave me alone. i wish it would just go away.